Friday, December 24, 2010
I thought I won't use my blog to say anything that I wanna shout out but seems like I don't have a choice. Because I don't want my sis or bro to see it. I'm terribly upset. But there's nth I can do. I just wants her to be happy and let her know she doesn't deserve that. I love you! But is too bad that the one u saying to isn't me. I learn and grow this past years, saw many things. Seriously who the fuck really understand me? Who the fuck know my pain? Why am I always smiling? Cause I don't want any mother fucker to be upset or be unhappy becus of me. I feel like gng mia and just stay in a corner and think.
&forever
2:56 PM
Friday, September 3, 2010
If a person who knows herself she likes u. But she doesnt wants to admit it, what can u do to make her admit it and let her fall in love with u?
&forever
11:06 AM
Friday, July 16, 2010
Seeing both of my good friends brking up hurts. And i cant tell either of one wad to do, i wouldnt want to lose both of them. So i choose stand out and knows nth abt it. Seeing the one stucking there reminds of me, myself. and the feeling is like fuck! For one person u love and he/she doesnt love u and stuck there not moving on for 3 fucking years is not smth u wants to do. And im still counting down on how many more mths that i can let go the last relationship. LOL!
&forever
1:41 AM
Saturday, June 26, 2010
After so long we contacted back each other. Happy yet unsure what to do, seems so close but yet so far. And how do i make a person to be sure and can feel safe tgt with me? My greatest wish is to make everyone around me to be happy and of course especially my loves one.
&forever
1:49 AM
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Just realise people around tends to protect me more. Is it so that sometimes make me selfish or self-centre? Seriously am i able to protect the one that i love? Or am i giving them more trouble than helping them around? Question flying in my head, but there's no answer to it. Hope i can learn to be independent and be the one the they trust and wont disappoint their love to me.
Gangster face also can be kind hearted! :D
&forever
10:21 AM
Sunday, May 16, 2010
HI ! Im back again ! Confinement is finally over which means i PASS my ippt! hahahhaa! Though isnt a very good timing for my 2.4 but still manage to pass it. hahaha..
But im still sad, because a girl that i like she got attach but still i will wish her all the best and hope we are still good friend. (:
dumb ! i really like u and think that i wasted my chances going after you. but silly is always here to share your happiness and saddness ok !?
&forever
11:37 AM
Sunday, May 2, 2010
Once again, i feel myself as a trainee! Fucking shit~ Rather treasure my weekends now but than any of my close friends are free ?! Sigh.. Ord shit is making everyone busy and stuff. And im worried when i ord what should i do already. Though i always wanna ord earlier but than what is the good thing about ord?
Luck: down ( because kanna confine )
Love: down ( no fate to have one )
Money: half-fuck ( spend too much on drinking )
Mood: bad ( no one accompany a lonely confinee starts from tml )
&forever
5:39 AM
