Colourless
Monday, May 11, 2009
For a reason i still miss you deep within me.
The moment we share our problems, our conversation throughout the night.
We even played mj till the day i enlisted to army, that was the first time u told me
im cute and i wont forget about it. And my first booked out when to PS and meet u just for a lunch but im happy enough. My sec booked out we was planning to watch movie but in the end change to play mj with ur frens, meanwhile in the cab we are playing 5 10 and winner will hit loser ears. And that night was the night u hugged me and then i sent u back to my hm and rest because you working at tamp mall next morning. You hold my hand before i leave my hse for breakfast and the way u look at me. That was the day i thought we both are meant for each others but then i dont know why u make the choice of asking me to leave and heard that u go back to ur EX. All this thoughts have been in my mind and is really difficult to forget u just like this. Many ppl told me what a person u are and they tell me u are a bad person doesnt worth me to behave like this. But i dont care at all! Can you give me a reason why u dont want to be with me ? At least tell me something like "daniel, u suck u are damn poor and not as handsome any as my EX." At least im more happy. Tears been rolling down my heart for very long. Saw many of my close friend all attached. Always meet them and they bring their gf out tgt is so sweet and loving. But im so envy and jealous inside me but i always put on a strong front.
For OMK why we go out and i keep saying girls and always sounds horny or despo is just that i want a person that can really understand me. Friends told me i shouldnt get into bgr while serving NS , i know what u guys trying say to me and tell me to forget her. But im still thinking of her behaviour and action she did and lastly her beautiful eyes.
&forever
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