Tuesday, September 29, 2009
I learn how to love myself and now learning how to love others at the same time. Hurting myself should be the stupidest thing i will do again, promise! (:
People, actually i just find out from a webby that im quite a annoying person! Sad to say that. Sigh.. I did a google search and find out. haha! And i believe google is my next best friend that i can find online. So people, if anything dont know google it ! Believe it can help up to some certain standard.
And lastly, let me have the chance to love you more and i promise i will study up on the website and get more knowledge about how not to make you piss or to say make anyone else piss. I will try to make u more certain about our relationship and please give me the chance to do so. i love you. :*
&forever
3:15 AM
Friday, September 25, 2009
Seems to lose myself some how or rather i cant pick myself up again. My smile is getting lesser , cant say lame jokes also. The daniel now isnt the daniel before. Heard alot of opinion and people telling me stuff. Some of those opinion is good in some ways but the opinion isnt what i wish to do. I cant settle alot stuff by myself now, i rely on people too much. I must learn how to work in a stressful world and survive in it. But not getting protected by people around me. Learning process is painful and it hurts me alot. Somehow if i dont go through it i wont grow up, and tends to wait for people to spoon feed me. I hate myself for being the weak daniel now. Things i need to do is "how to speak properly ,think before i speak." Do thing sometimes must walk through the long way, cant always try to get a short cut. Things might happen when we taking the short cut in life, so guys we cant be lazy! Last thing is that, we must learn to love ourself more than anything. Life is short , love it. (:
&forever
11:37 PM
I am a screw up. Causing lots of trouble of people and my family. I hate myself. Getting more extras and confinement is normal for me already i guess. Guess my sgt(s) and sir is aimming me and waiting for me to do wrong things now. OMFG ! HOW FUN IT WILL BE !!!!
&forever
4:10 AM
Friday, September 18, 2009
I just find out i'm a saddist actually! When im sad i like to see ppl even worse than me, or i will make them worse them me. Muahhahaha!!! WO SI BIAN TAI ! :D
&forever
11:39 PM
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Im like fuck, army sucks! Freaking piss yet nothing can be done! Im not those who kenna screw and cant screw them back one. Waiting for the time to reach and things to come, handling ARMS everyday. Maybe one fine day i will take out and shoot all of them and kill myself! Muhahahahaha.... Hopefully everything will be fine, and i wont need to do that.. LOL.. IM FREAKING BORED!! i miss her.................................. ):
&forever
9:41 PM
Monday, September 14, 2009
Ohhh... First day off from camp, not happy at all. Im totally in a lost now. COMPLETELY should be the word i guess. Sigh, work one day, off one day plus stand by one day now. Sounds nice? But is totally FCUKED UP ! This will means i got lesser free time to meet my gf , and it became totally cock up my life. CCB!!! I got alot of things want to say, but the most impt one is to my gf. Bi, i really love you, trust you. I want you to shared things with me, be it the most unhappy and happy things with me. I dont ask for much, i just want to see you happy. I been praying hard for you in camp to let u hit your target and not getting screw by your boss. Our first month i miss it because of my LJ army. But i believe we still gt many more months to come and we still can be tgt and celebrate it. Finally, i really hope you got many great customers and have alot of deals.
i miss you bi.
&forever
9:35 PM
Friday, September 11, 2009
Will i be a hussle to you ? i really wonder. I'm kinda lost. ):
&forever
5:42 AM
