Friday, September 25, 2009
Seems to lose myself some how or rather i cant pick myself up again. My smile is getting lesser , cant say lame jokes also. The daniel now isnt the daniel before. Heard alot of opinion and people telling me stuff. Some of those opinion is good in some ways but the opinion isnt what i wish to do. I cant settle alot stuff by myself now, i rely on people too much. I must learn how to work in a stressful world and survive in it. But not getting protected by people around me. Learning process is painful and it hurts me alot. Somehow if i dont go through it i wont grow up, and tends to wait for people to spoon feed me. I hate myself for being the weak daniel now. Things i need to do is "how to speak properly ,think before i speak." Do thing sometimes must walk through the long way, cant always try to get a short cut. Things might happen when we taking the short cut in life, so guys we cant be lazy! Last thing is that, we must learn to love ourself more than anything. Life is short , love it. (:
&forever
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