Wednesday, October 7, 2009
Day1
Cant sleep. I miss her , hugging a soft toy to sleep. Thinking of her whenever i close my eyes, but i cant do anything. I feel that im useless, in many ways. Does army change a guy or pain change a guy ? Army can only change a person for awhile and the person will become the same as the past. But pain it is hard to forget and is a scar for a person, it will always be there. What can i do to make myself happier but not acting? Hate it when i encounter problems i cant solve. Im in a lost. Some say happiness is to fight on our own. Yet another say giving up is also a kind of happiness. So which one should i fight for ? I dont want to be an idiot surfting net to solve my problem anymore. Can anyone teaches me what to do is the best? Dont ask me if she worth it. My answer to it is YES, SHE IS.
&forever
8:47 AM
