Saturday, October 24, 2009
Day16
Went out with omk to buy ps3. He kenna cheated. LOL. Than mj whole night till 5plus than went home.
Day17
Went out to shop but ended nothing i want. After that went to some lj pub. Didnt enjoy much, learn how to play direction. Was fucking emo yesterday, i miss her again and again. And for the first time i wait for bus for 3hours plus near 4hours? LOL. I really hope to see you, i really hope we can get back tgt. Although we are tgt only for a few months but i dont know why i fall so deeply inside. Seeing you so happy im glad for you. But i couldnt take it anymore, i am not myself anymore. I really tried very hard to forget you but nothing can you off my mind. I dont like clubbing and keep going just to hope that i enjoy myself and forget you. But i find out i didnt even forget abit of you. And just wasting my time and life there. I hate myself for doing this kind of stupid thing. While thinking at the bus stop i got the urge to hit something again and again but luckily i didnt, i remember the promise i made. I wont break it. i love you, bi..
&forever
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