Thursday, October 8, 2009
Day3
Had a mj session at mk chalet ytd and my mind wasnt there at all. Bro, im sorry. I cant really help it. The most i can do is not to drink so much and just trying to entertain myself. And today it should be our 2nd anni. Cool man! WHOOOOO!!!! Had a long talk with her but nothing can be done anymore. I really love you. Remember how last time we call each other darling in the texas ? hahaha... I miss it. I miss you! sigh. How i wish i got a brain damage now or whatsoever and forget everything. Saying yourself not ready to committe is not the way. Committement ? I dont need every 24/7 reporting to me, i know u are afraid have no time for me. I know u think alot. But what you think why cant you discuss with me ? We can make arrangement. Yes, i behave like a little boy. But i got my serious mood too. The reason everyone dont want talk to me about serious thing is because i always smile when i talk. Even when is in army, my sgt fuck me because of that.
&forever
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