Sunday, February 28, 2010
Fucking shag after a long day of duty! Thought can have some nice rest at home when after dismount from duty. But i got drag out to bugis and told to bai bai if not i will miss the last day to bai bai for my whole yr luck! So i better to play save and go and bai. Ended up stuck at bugis choosing which phone to buy and walk here and there! But i get to play with my friends daughter! KIDS!! Oh man! i like~~~ hahahhaaha... But than after which i found out my batt for her attention is draining out very fast. And......... got little naggy and ask to hurry up and bai bai than head str home to my bed! nice~~~~~~~~~~~ :)
&forever
5:45 AM
Friday, February 26, 2010
Another shag day! After drink need to book in liao! sigh...
But is worth accompany omk and to see a person i really want to see. Thx for helping me to stop people asking me to drink. Felt really sweet and seeing u throat pain i also worry for u. Dont drink so much my dear! But i think you will never come across to my blog and read it.
And for omk please think of yourself already! You know what i learn from my latest relationship ?
Care for your own before others. Even is your good friend! We always treat our friends first. But do they care? Think of it of our friendship, how fragile it is? i dont think they would care also. Even it is you and me. We have to think ahead already. We are not young anymore! :)
&forever
1:23 PM
Why do i feel so painful? I really miss you girl. Would you read my blog? If u happen to see it, i really want to tell u i still miss u. And why want to push me far away and destroy yourself.
Dont u think for yourself? Would see you tonight but i am afraid to see you. I am afraid to see you , to see you got hug by guys you dont like guys that are fuck up!
&forever
3:40 AM
Thursday, February 25, 2010
This post is for omk! :)
Bro, hope u are feeling ok man! After i hear that i was SHOCK. But we can do nothing to change it! All the best for your studies and what you need is the energy you told me yesterday!
Sometimes we always know our mistakes but what we do is dont care and dont bother. But now im trying hard to get my temper right and be a LAO CHEE BYE again! muahhahaha...
Forget about it soon and be the omk i know. :)
&forever
7:30 AM
Monday, February 22, 2010
What's up with avoiding? If everything in life we avoid than who gonna face it for us? I once post " love = pain than why should we love."
But I got reminded by my primary school teacher that. We have been shower by love from people around us from young.
Without them we won't know what is love and life could be colourless. So people who say " I can't love like the past or I am afraid to love "
I conclude all that is bullshit. Everyone will had a fall in everywhere we go. We should pick it up and continue walking. Stucking in the same old hole
For what? Is nothing but STUPID! Right poeple?? :)
&forever
1:48 PM
Sunday, February 21, 2010
Got something to add on. I don't like going clubs and pubs. Unless close friends invite me. But than why nowadays keep seeing me in club because I use it to numb myself during the 100 days period.
I aviod clubs that she will go but than is rather stupid. Because I have no couarge to face it! So people don't follow me ar!
I'm doing the loser way, a winner is always dare to face any shit they throw to him.
&forever
10:36 AM
Sorry people! I'm back to post again!
Weird that I didn't post my day how many till how many? Because I promise myself to wait for 100days which is till her birthday.
And yes 100 have past and I didn't manage to win her heart back and she with someone else.
A guy which I believe is better than me. :) hope all the best to u.
This CNY I don't feel happy at all! I don't know why. And someone I like ask me don't fall with her because she can't love like what she did last time?
Is it a BS or what? You yourself likes me but you don't dare to admit. Why?
I know that I had bad temper but is not like whole day I'm scolding ppl! Right guys?
Hais!!! I need a nice talk with someone and nice drink nice smoke and nice moive!
&forever
10:30 AM
